X High School

"Fine then!" I said yelling at Dustin "Ami is happier with me then she is with you!

I looked at him and a doctor stepped between them. I sighed and said "Gabriel, what would you do? I know you love her but she will understand. She would do the same." I felt tears in my eyes and looked away. Just having eyes for Eliza when I hear a guy yell "Unsafe drop in blood pressure!"

"What the heck is going on here? I rushed as fast as I could here."

"I would go see my family members to make sure they were ok Dustin" I said to Dustin trying to change his mind

I looked at him and said "Eliza is a family member, Gabriel. Please, it's my choice and she'll understand. This has happened before and she....."

"Wait you're telling me Eliza is homeless!?" I said to Dustin in shock then looking at Eliza

I looked at Dustin and Gabriel and said "S-sorry...f-for...e-everything"

I looked at Eliza and nodded quickly. I stroked her hair and said "It's ok, it's ok, Eliza-chan. You'll be fine." When she talked I asked "You don't need to be sorry."

I kept crying from feeling so guilty for everything. "Dustin....m-my...fault...for..everything."

I stroked her hair and said softly "It's ok, Eliza, it's ok." I kissed her on the forehead and said "Why are we not there yet?"

I continued to cry and kept saying "sorry...its a-all my f-fault"

I noticed the ambulance get slower and pull into the back. The doors opened and they oushed her out of the ambulance. I ran behind them and as I was next to her I said "It's ok, it's ok."

I kept crying, but I stopped saying that it was my fault. I looked around and I saw many people staring at me. This made me nervous, but I tried to keep calm and breathe normally.

I held her hand and said "You'll make it. You will be fine." I heard a doctor shout "I don't like that blood pressure. How much blood did she lose son?" I blinked and said " I don't know but she collapsed so I guess a lot."

"M-my leg...n-no feeling" I said to the doctor.

The doctor nodded and looked under the jacket. He grimaced, and pushed her into the ER. I begged that I could stay and they agreed. The hocked her up and said "Let's close those wounds."

I closed my eyes and pretend that nothing was happening. I continued to take big breaths though.

I watched them infuse blood in her system and start stitching her arm. I watched in horror as I saw her blood pressure get lower and lower.

It started to get very hard for me to breathe, but then once they got more blood into me, I felt a lot better.

I watched them fix her up and sighed in relief to see her breathing steady. "Breathing steadily getting better, but that blood pressure still concerns me." I just closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I then said to Eliza "I.....stay with me...."

I felt a lot better and said to Dustin "I feel a lot better now"

I smiled a little and they said "Thank god." The doctor then said "What happened?"

I looked down and said, "I cut myself a couple of times, and I didn't expect a lot of blood to come out, but...I guess so." I looked at Dustin and said "I'm sorry, its just that...I know that girl and well...its a long story." I said as I looked back at the doctor. "But I lost my knife so I'm not gonna continue cutting myself now" I said.

The doctor nodded and pushed her bed into a room. I then ask "How do you know Em? ?"

"well.. a long time ago, I think in 3rd grade, I went to the same school as her. She was the most popular kid in that school and she bullies me a lot at that time. But the main thing is... she was very abusive towards me, which is why I'm afraid of people." I said. "She hates me and well... once I saw her with you, I thought she was luring you to abuse me." I turned to my other side and said "But that was stupid of me to do this, this is all my fault and it wouldn't happen if I didn't think like an idiot..." I started to cry after I said that.